The following poem was wrote on 6/15/2010. I miss writing poetry and realize I should continue and start sharing my inner thoughts and poems with the world. This poem was about a man I dated briefly in college and could not seem to get over.
I plan to create music going forth with my poetry. Thank you for reading!
My love is permanent, never temporary
Once etched deep into my heart,
I am unable to remove it no matter how hard I rub
No matter how I try to move on.
You always seem to linger in my mind
There is a yearning within my soul
A wound that I am unable to stitch closed
A scab that seems to never mend
For its healing kiss is no where to be found
Thoughts of you torment me each day
I can’t have you, but I want you
It drives me mad
If only I could stop this pain
Destroy this intense desire
Why do I have to be a hopeless believer?
I can’t seem to douse this spark
I’ve tried to smolder the flame
But it continues to glow
Holding onto hope that one day it will burst into a furious fire
If only I could have you back
If only we could love without holding back
Gosh this love kills me
Why did I have to love you?
Why do I allow you to paralyze me?
Thoughts of you tug so strongly on my mind
You haunt my dreams
You’re my spirits guilty pleasure
An anchor that refuses to release me