Do I love myself enough to take the proper actions needed for my own happiness? I would love to say, “YES”; however, that would mean leaving the company I have worked for the past 7 years and trying to find alternative ways to pay the bills. In addition, having to deal with my husband and family judging me for leaving a successful career in exchange for my own selfish desires-painting.
Being responsible isn’t easy! I’m trapped. Stuck giving the best years and hours of my life to a company. Working for someone else’s goals and throwing my own to the curb!
I can’t escape the ideas and visions I have all the time to paint. I can’t continue putting off my desires to dance, sing, sleep, love and express myself! I have one life to live-why does this life have to be wasted working for someone else?
I need a plan. I need strength. I need to make a change.
